Wounds are still fresh and its still totally hurts..
Remembering everything continually cut my heart into pieces.
It feels like all my efforts were wasted.
All the love and trust I built were all useless.
Everything was a lie.
He betrayed me.
He broke my trust.
He made me cry.
He put me down.
He totally destroyed my whole life.....
I gave everything.
I did anything to keep the relationship.
I exerted all the effort to hold back. I've done everything to make him stay.
But still all aren't enough....
I deserved more than this for all the efforts and sacrifices I have made.
But then I realized that life is not fair.
I can't do any, only to ask for his guidance and beg for his forgiveness.
For now, it doesn't have place in my heart.
For someday, I know that it'll surely happen.
Let go, forgive and finally forget.):
I won't stop praying, until he open his ears and offer his arms for me. :(